I want to be a better blogger. I really do. It’s just – as much as I hate to admit it, I’m the type of person that easily falls prey to negative thoughts and lustful daydreams. I love reading all of your blogs – in fact I probably spend far too much time wasting away the hours browsing posts and drooling over new blog designs.
But lately I’ve been feeling so disappointed with my own life – material things and all the rest – because I’m bad about comparing what I have to what others have. And even though I’ve heard it time and time again, I’m finding it really hard to be happy with what I have. Have any of you gone through a phase like this? Wanting a bigger house, to travel more, to take better pictures, to have a better body, and on and on and on. Am I just being a brat?
It was great to be back at home with my mom. It was comfortable. It was lazy. And I really was happy. But I read posts written by other bloggers who seem far happier than I am. And I want to know their secret. Or are they just pretending?
Anyway – here are some iPhone snaps from my past few days. As difficult as it is for me to grasp it somedays, I really do lead a very full and blessed life.
There are finally a few presents under our tree!
Hanging out on the couch at my mom’s.
Carving the turkey.
Love my Belly girl.